pg9: I know you can make it to your feet

Finally snagged the elusive Melinda and Melinda from Blockbuster. It had been all out the last two times we'd been... I guess those "hidden gems" tags actually work for something. Gonna watch it tomorrow night.

I almost worked tonight. Craig called and was like "hey, do you want to cover my shift?" And it took me about a second's consideration to say no. I mean, I could use the cash, but I really prefer not working too much. Plus it was after four, and I couldn't catch the bus in time. Plus, screw that. There's been a lot of drama with shift-switching these days and I'm really trying not to get caught up into it and working much more, if any. I know I complain about too few shifts, but what I'm really complaining is the fact that I don't even want to take more shifts. It's too damn hard to jump up and get out there. The routine I've got, works.

Like I've said, I don't know how much longer I'll be there. I think it's bad for my karma to work there. I think I should be working close to home. And yet, if I were to leave now, that would obviously throw their whole schedule into disarray. Conflicted.

Well, not really. Just waiting for the right moment when I can find a new place of work.

Thanks everyone for your comments on the last post. I don't know what it is about that that inspired people to come out with the comments... I know this blog is the absolute most fascinating thing on the web (har har,) and it's a great way for me to vent about stuff like that. And if people dig it, that's cool, man. I don't think it's just that people are curious to hear what I'm up to, or that my life is particularly interesting. It's like a soap opera... once you catch one episode, you can't miss the next. I'm like crack, also.

I don't know what I'm gonna do, other than sit and do nothing. I don't know what I would do. Just kinda having idle thoughts.

Rough day today, as all Thursdays tend to be. Hate Mitrovica. Hate the way he runs his class. Hate the content of his class. Hate the reading for his class. Hate the project for that class. Hate, hate, hate.

Was supposed to collaborate on the newspaper today, but honestly didn't want to. Saw a group member leaving, decided to leave as well. I don't feel bad for that. I wrote an article for my section today.

I dunno man... kinda miserly today. Maybe I should've listened to Jeff's radio show, if I could've picked it up in this part of town. I think it was on today. The fuckin' cat Depp is tiddling around here. Hate that cat.

I need to get energetic tonight. I don't think I'm really upset, I'm just so unenergetic. I wish I could say more tonight. Writing's gonna be a bitch. At least tomorrow, class starts late because of Remembrance day. Wear your poppies everyone. Or hell, don't, if you don't like not being ruled by fascists. Jerks.

I don't know why I made that last remark. I really don't care. you can sense my apathy, I think, in all these words.

I'm done for tonight. Keep on rockin'
-Scott