#19: Vertigo (Or, Take Me Away From All This)

Story time, kids.

Today was a Reach Tournement. I don't even wanna talk about it after the day I've had. I mean, we did well and all, that's not it. It's, well, there's this girl. She goes to Bateman. Leanne. It's been the same way for years. Between games, we chill, talk. When WOSS faces Bateman, we make eyes at each other while I single-handedly dismantle her school's team, and she watches on, because she wasn't playing. It's the same old story. Women. Women! Pheh! What I need right now is not a random flirtation with a girl from Burlington who I won't see again until February. I don't know what I need. Fuck man, I don't know anything. I hate stupid fuckin' emotions.

So I was zoned out after that. Went to the Christmas Assembly meeting, probably gonna write a bunch of stuff for that... took a photo for Improv and did a few exercises for that, but I was kinda out of it. Cannot get a grip on myself today. It's Friday, too, so I just know I'm gonna be in a funk all weekend. I'm just so... urrgh. So urrgh all the time now. Can't even verbalize this strange emotion. I hate it! Hate hate hate hate hate!

Urrrgh! Keep on rockin'
...Scott